Okay, y’all, I have to say I wasn’t prepared for all these dots to connect in such a crazy way. You know how Will and Jada Smith often get accused of being involved in some ritualistic stuff? Well, in this alleged memoir by K. Porter, there are claims that Diddy actually asked Will and Jada to sleep with his wife when she was nine months pregnant, all for “energy harvesting.” If that doesn’t sound like some wild ritualistic behavior, I don’t know what does!
So, this whole energy harvesting thing comes from Chris Todd, a producer in L.A. He published a book based on some details Kim Porter had saved on a flash drive, which she shared with friends before her sudden death in 2018. The book is called Kim’s Lost Words: A Journey for Justice from the Other Side, and it dives into Kim’s alleged diary entries about her chaotic relationship with Diddy. But it doesn’t stop there; it also drops some bombshells about Diddy’s connections with other people, including Will and Jada.
In this alleged memoir, Kim talks about her open relationship with Diddy, sharing details about encounters with other celebrities, including a well-known married woman. She also spills the tea on Diddy’s parties, describing them as basically fancy names for orgies where everyone was eager to join in. She said, “We not only had three subs, but we also swapped partners.”
One of the most shocking things that came up in the alleged memoir was that as Diddy’s fame skyrocketed, he apparently got into dark magic and started cursing people. Kim mentioned that she didn’t even know how to react to that. It’s said that Diddy pressured Kim, who was nine months pregnant, to have sex with groups of people for “energy harvesting,” all to keep his fame and fortune alive. The memoir even claims he organized a gangbang with celebrities like Will Smith, Jada Pinkett, and others while she was pregnant.
Honestly, as I was reading that chapter, I kept thinking, “Why would Diddy do this to Kim?” But I have to admit, I wasn’t totally shocked to hear that Will and Jada are described as ritualists. People have often found it odd how Jada talks so passionately about the positive vibrations of love. She even shared that she has this daily spiritual routine where she wakes up at 5:30 AM to do a 30-minute chant followed by meditation.
On the On Purpose podcast, Jay Shetty mentioned feeling like he’s known Jada from other lifetimes, and she said that seemed possible. She also hinted that they had some deeper conversations that she wasn’t quite ready to talk about yet. Then she dove into discussing her ego and the idea of death, encouraging people to embrace their shadows.
“I might not have the solid ground beneath me that my ego craves, but I’ve realized that the real ground I stand on comes from something much higher. That’s the only foundation worth walking on—the only truly safe ground. It’s the one thing I can genuinely rely on, while my relationships with others are really just lessons rather than sources of stability.”
Now, I know it might sound a bit unfair, but there are rumors suggesting that Will and Jada were also caught up in some energy-harvesting situation with Diddy. In the book, Kim recounts the moment she found out she was pregnant with Diddy’s child. At first, she was terrified, thinking Diddy would be furious. But to her surprise, he was over the moon about the news and even suggested they throw a reveal party.
Interestingly, Diddy warned Kim that before she gave birth, a lot of people would want to sleep with her, mentioning Will and Jada specifically. According to the book, Kim wasn’t interested in those people at all, but Diddy told her it was essential for her to be intimate with him right before she gave birth.
It makes you wonder: why would Diddy want his pregnant partner to sleep with others right before giving birth? It seems like there must be some kind of ritual behind it. Kim mentioned to Diddy that she wasn’t comfortable with all that spiritual stuff, but he replied, “Do you trust me? Do you appreciate what we have? Then we need to do what we have to do to keep enjoying these things.”
The book claims that Kim was so upset that she cried herself to sleep that night. In her grief, she resolved to give her child a biblical name to protect them from Diddy, whom she believed was trying to take their soul—hence the choice of the name Christian. Kim was attempting to reveal that Diddy was drawing energy from intimate encounters, parties, and concerts to appease certain spiritual entities he was involved with. In return, these beings supposedly granted him fame, wealth, and protection from anyone who might threaten him.
Along the way, Kim also mentioned other celebrities allegedly involved in similar practices, like Will and Jada. She claimed that Diddy even asked her to sleep with them for energy harvesting. But it doesn’t stop there—rumors have suggested that Diddy might be involved in more sinister rituals. One account from a party guest paints a chilling picture:
“There were couches and a small table in the room. Wolf asked if we believed in God, and we all said yes. He then went around asking each of us what we wanted out of life and whether we would be willing to do anything for it, even involving young women. We all answered in unison, ‘Hell yeah!’ He replied, ‘Good,’ and told us to sit down on the floor, which we did. We sat in silence for about ten minutes, just looking at each other. Then, Wolf, Puffy, and Sugar started chanting some strange stuff. As they did, the room got colder and colder, to the point where I started feeling really uncomfortable.”
The person kept talking, saying, “They started using voices that sounded completely different from how they were speaking before. By then, it was so cold in the room that I could see my breath. I was totally unprepared for whatever was going down—or about to go down. Honestly, I had no idea what was happening; I just knew it was time to leave. I didn’t want to be part of this anymore. When I tried to get up, Wolf shot me a look that felt like it went straight through me. I was terrified. I wanted to move but felt frozen, so I just started praying—praying harder than I ever had before. I wasn’t saying it out loud, but the more I prayed, the angrier they seemed to get. Then Puffy looked right at me and told me to get out—just me, not anyone else. I was so scared that I didn’t even have the courage to look back at my two friends.”
Now, I can’t say how credible that story is, but I’ve heard other wild rumors about Diddy being into some ritualistic stuff. So, the claim that he might have asked Kim to hook up with Will and Jada while she was pregnant for some sort of energy harvesting isn’t really that far-fetched.
In her book, Kim also talks about finding and copying tapes Diddy made of himself with different people, including some male artists he was managing and an 18-year-old pop star who later became famous. She says she found these videotapes in Diddy’s bedroom vault and wanted to make copies to protect herself from any backlash when she eventually left him.
While she wasn’t surprised to discover that gay parties were a thing, she was completely taken aback by the things she saw happening to young artists, like two hip-hop stars who had previously been managed by Diddy and that young pop star. Honestly, I wouldn’t be shocked if Will and Jada were in those tapes too, considering how they like to party. They’re both bisexual, and there have been stories about young men leaving their house in distress after their mentorship.
Meek Mill’s critic, Gray, stormed out of that house, clearly upset. August was the only one left behind, and it seemed like he was really struggling and in need of some help. There’s been a lot of talk about Will and Jada Smith throwing similar parties to Diddy’s, and it’s not the first time people have speculated about Will’s connections with younger artists or even men. Remember when Trisha Paytas accused Will of having an affair with one of their male dancers?
It all started when Trisha was defending Shane Dawson from cancellation and called out Jada for her comments about him disrespecting Willow Smith. She didn’t hold back, saying Jada should focus on her own household first. “Jada, really? We’re actually going to listen to you? Maybe you should worry about your daughter being photographed in bed at 13 with her 20-year-old boyfriend online. Or how about dealing with your husband’s cheating and his relationships with male dancers who didn’t want to be involved? Let’s talk about that!”
And remember when Brother Barlow did that interview with Tasha K and dropped the bomb that Will allegedly hooked up with Dwayne Martin? He said, “They can’t even sue based on what she said on The Breakfast Club! If Jada hadn’t gone on that show, I’d probably have been sued by now. Just so you know, I haven’t been sued yet! Have you heard of anyone getting sued by J? Nope, not at all!”
