Baby, we finally have some excerpts from Kim Porter’s book that we’ve been talking about for years. Allegedly, of course, but you know what? The details in the leaked pages are so convincing, I could swear they were written by Kim herself. It seems like Kim really told everything in that book. You know it vanished the day she died.
I’ve mentioned before that Kim’s family was seeking legal advice and pursuing a wrongful death lawsuit against Diddy. They claimed to have physical evidence to support their case, and one key piece was Kim’s memoir. The book was almost published, but one of the contributors said, “Just wanted to let you know that Shawn has put the clamps on Kim Porter’s book from making it to the shelves.” Diddy apparently pressured everyone involved and even sent a court order to stop the book’s release. But now, it seems he’s no longer in a position to threaten anyone.
An anonymous source has leaked a few pages from Kim’s upcoming book. From what I’ve seen, the experiences she describes are just as shocking and graphic as we’ve long suspected. The source plans to publish the entire book under the title “Kim’s Lost Words: A Journey for Justice from the Other Side.” But before that happens, let me share a glimpse of what’s inside.
In the first chapter, Kim talks about how Diddy’s jealousy and quick temper kept her constantly on edge. She recalls a particularly brutal incident where he allegedly sent her to the hospital after attacking her with a chair because she received some flowers. Kim vividly describes the moment: “Shawn yelled, ‘No! Who the f* are they from?’ I was confused and told him honestly, ‘I don’t know, probably just a fan.’ He threw the card at me, and as I picked it up and started to read, ‘Shawn,’ he slapped me so hard I hit the ground. Shawn shouted, ‘Who the f* were you with the other night?’ I looked at the card lying next to me; it read, ‘The other night was amazing. We must do it again.'”
When Kim tried to explain to Diddy where the flowers were from, he threw them at her and said, “That’s not how this works. You have my child; you don’t touch anyone unless I allow it.” Kim desperately tried to calm him down, explaining that she had just had coffee with a producer to discuss a potential movie role. This made Diddy even angrier, and he flipped a table, breaking it. She wrote, “I pleaded with him, ‘Shawn, please.’ He yelled, ‘What?’ I tried my best to stay calm. ‘He probably just didn’t know. It didn’t come up. You are publicly dating someone else.’ He screamed at me even more intensely, ‘So you didn’t tell him to back off?’ ‘Shawn, I didn’t.’ Then, out of nowhere, he hit me with a chair. I don’t remember anything after that until I woke up in a hospital room. My arm was in a cast, hanging from a sling. My face hurt. My eyebrow was in immense pain, as was my lip. The first face I saw was the man who put me here.”
Why is there such an obsession with chairs in these stories? Remember when Rolling Stone did their piece? They mentioned that Kim briefly dated the late music executive Shakir Stewart in 2000. Shakir’s mom said that Diddy threatened her son because he didn’t allow anyone else to date Kim. Apparently, Diddy left Shakir bleeding on a hotel floor in Italy after breaking a chair over his head. So, the part about Diddy hitting Kim with a chair and telling her no one else could have her seems somewhat believable. But what I really want to know is if the flowers were actually from a producer or someone Kim was seeing at the time. Could the producer have been a secret lover? I have no idea.
In her memoir, Kim shared that Diddy apologized, saying he didn’t know what came over him, but she was terrified for her safety. They were alone in a private hospital room, and she feared that no one would hear her if she screamed. She felt like her life was hanging by a thread. As she lay there, Diddy reportedly said, “I was just so jealous. You know how I am. I’m sorry, baby. I promise I’ll never put my hands on you again, I swear.” Kim also worried that Diddy might lie and say she was in a car accident, knowing that people would believe him because of his power. Despite her fears, Diddy spent the next six months helping her recover and slowly worked his way back into her life and bed. She admits in the book that it was foolish to take him back. In the end, she wasn’t cast in any movie, and she later learned that the producer died of pneumonia. Interestingly, Kim pointed out that the same pneumonia also affected her, hinting at the possibility of poisons that can mimic heart attack and pneumonia-like symptoms.
The encounter likely took place between Christian’s birth in 1998 and the twins’ birth in 2006. In her memoir, Kim noted that Christian was with the nanny at the time and described delivering her twins in the following chapter. The memoir also indicates that this was not an isolated incident, portraying a man who was deeply controlling and prone to outbursts, which we’ve already discussed.
Kim’s book goes into detail about how Diddy isolated and manipulated her, including instances where she would use a strap-on to please him and then cry hysterically afterward. It also mentions that her house was wired, her phone lines were tapped, and that Diddy had people watching her closely. He wanted full custody of the twins, but Kim threatened to expose him if he ever took her kids away.
We’ve also talked about how Kim kept Al B. Sure from running into Diddy and warned him to avoid certain places. Additionally, there were allegations that the East and West coasts faked events to eliminate Tupac and Biggie to gain control of their music rights, as Pac and Biggie were supposedly planning to challenge Bad Boy and Death Row over the rights to their music. The leaked pages also detail Diddy’s alleged involvement in Tupac Shakur’s death, but thankfully he never paid him off, or Puffy might be in prison now.
Considering everything we’ve heard about what might have happened to Kim, it’s not surprising if the excerpts from her book are real.
There were earlier reports that blood was found on Kim’s pillowcase and a slight trail of blood on the bedroom floor leading to the bathroom on the day she died. Allegedly, Kim wasn’t found unresponsive in her bed but discovered on the bathroom floor. If she was found in bed, it means she was placed there intentionally. Additionally, the original coroner who conducted Kim’s first autopsy suspected foul play because of a certain toxin found in her system. The late coroner, Ed Winter, thought the situation needed more investigation, but he was replaced, and it took a long time for the new coroner to conclude that Kim died from pneumonia.
In the days leading up to her death, Kim tried to contact her primary doctor because she felt something was wrong. She couldn’t reach him and found it odd since she never had trouble getting in touch with him before. Kim then told Diddy about the situation, and he referred her to another doctor. After her death, two of Kim’s celebrity friends reportedly reached out to her primary doctor, who claimed he never received a call from Kim and didn’t even know she was sick. According to these unidentified friends, the night before she died, Kim texted a couple of her friends, saying, “He got me again.”
I’m not sure if the excerpts being shared are genuine, but I’m certain the unpublished memoir exists. It’s only a matter of time before the whole book comes out. In the meantime, what do you think? Do you find the leaked pages believable, and could the memoir serve as evidence against Diddy? Share your thoughts in the comments section below.
